Ultimate Sissy Surrender

Forced Bi - Portland Oregon

I’ve just reconnected with a submissive who served a friend of mine and they reminded me of a group scene I had participated in. Somewhere in sissy sandra‘s writings is her side of this story. I thought I would share because… hot! I remember this well because it was definitely something that my friend and I had joked about doing often, and were thrilled to have our kinky wishes come true.

I have always enjoyed watching wrestling, when about 10 years ago I stumbled into 2 online sites on kink.com, ultimate surrender and naked kombat. Two wrestling sites in which after their match, the winner had their way with the loser.

I really fantasized over each match I saw, and I let the Mistress I was currently sessioning with about my fantasies. After hearing my story, My Mistress had an idea, and she wanted me to entertain her the next time we met. She told me, she’d call me in a week.

About a week later, I received her call and she wanted me to wear the following under my street clothes when I came to visit: a bra, feminine panties, a garter and the sexiest stockings I could find.

Of course I complied and was expecting to model for her and possibly do a strip-tease for her, which I had done in the past.

Upon arriving I was greeted with quite a surprise. After removing my street clothes, My Mistress brought in her Mistress friend, Princessa and introduced her to me. I was then told by both that I would be entertaining them soon, so I was figuring my Humiliating task would be to do a strip-tease dance for them. Was I wrong!

I was told, that we were were waiting on Princessa’s sissy sub and that we would entertain them both by having a ultimate surrender/mortal kombat wrestling match.

They then told me how the match would go . We would be wrestling in our sissy underwear and the match would be a 2 out of 3 falls match. To win the match, you would have to force your opponent to tap out or pin them for a three count. To add to their entertainment pleasure, the loser of each fall would be subjected to a consequence/forfeit and the loser of the match would be subjected to the “ultimate surrender “

Now, anxiety set in but I felt pretty confident, until Princessa’s sissy arrived. He was much taller and larger than me. I think my Mistress has set me up for the ultimate Humiliation. Soon Princessa’s sissy sub was in his sissy underwear and our match begun

Here is the result of our match :

As I expected my opponents size would cause a problem. He pinned me quite easily, and as the loser I was subjected to the ladies’ first planned consequence. I was forced to suck my Mistress’ strap-on, which turned out to be a pre-curser to what would eventually happen.

My opponent knowing I had no chance against him, played around with me by partially pulling off my sissy panty and giving me a good spanking, with both ladies laughing hysterically at my predicament. I felt so Humiliated. Not only was I being dominated by a male sissy in female underwear, but being laughed at by two women watching my predicament, but the thoughts of what consequence I would be subjected to if, make it when I loss.

Eventually my opponent tired of physically having their way with me, and I soon found myself under my opponent and I was totally helpless. I soon heard the ladies count one, two, three as I struggled helplessly, fearing my fate.

The winner of fall # 2 and the match was my opponent sissy Sandra !

My fate soon came to fruition. For losing the fall, I was instructed to worship my opponents sweaty ass. I was instructed to get my nose and lips into sissy’s crack eewww, how humiliating I had never been this close to a male ass ever before.

Little did I know that this wouldn’t be my first virgin experience. I was then told, what I had been expecting all along ughhh Forced- Bi

I had sorta fantasized, but never ever sucked a male-cock ever before. I soon was instructed to get on my knees, in front of my male opponent.

I was reluctant, but my Mistress, soon began to whisper in my ear “I know this what you wanted, really, really wanted, now start licking sissy’s balls” it wasn’t long before I found sissy’s cock in my mouth. Not wanting to disappoint my Mistress, I begun to suck harder and harder as sissy’s cock grew just as hard I sucked so hard, drool began to drip down my chin

After fully edging my opponent, and as my own cock began to harden. Both ladies instructed me to stop. We were told sissies weren’t here to cum, but here to entertain and for us to remember that.

Forced Bi - Portland Oregon

My Toy Doll

Hypnosis with Princessa

Using hypnosis to turn you into my plaything

What girl doesn’t love a doll? Especially her very own sex doll. Bendable. Posable. Able to be put it in all KINDS of sexy predicaments. Especially when that silly little head is emptied of all superfluous thoughts and the only thing it can think is the obey and please it’s Mistress.

I find hypnosis is a wonderful tool in the dungeon. It helps my masochists relax and lean into their pain, my sissies relax and embrace their new station, and my novices relax and let their fantasies out.

Sometimes hypnosis is formal. I tell you to get comfortable and relax. You know it’s coming. You are able to fight it, or relax into it. I have a Nova Pro which uses lights and sounds to immediately take you into a place of relaxed suggestibility. It’s here where I could start using that power to help you stop smoking. Instead I use that power for my gain.

To turn you into my plaything.

Sometimes I prefer to use my voice to relax you, to help you enter that suggestable state without a formal beginning. I simply slow down, lower the timbre of my voice and soon you will find yourself agreeing with my desires.

A few notes about hypnosis.

I can’t make you do anything you wouldn’t already be inclined to do. I can’t make you empty your bank account, become my obedient dog, or my cum hungry sex doll. BUT, I can make it so much easier for you to do those things if they were things you were already predisposed to do.

I’ve been doing erotic hypnosis and erotic guided visualization for about 15 years. I started by taking private classes from the amazing Ms Sybil Holiday, a well known professional dominant and clinical hypnotherapist in San Francisco. After our first meeting, she told me I could be dangerous if I wanted to. My voice hits naturally effects some people the same way ASMR does.

And how could I say no to that? Of COURSE I had to learn more.

If you have finished enjoying the video above and are ready to become my toy, purchase the audio version on Niteflirt and the video version on I Want Clips.

Supporting your Mistress During Covid 19

Submit to Portland Dominatrix: Natasha Strange

There are MANY things I love about working as a BDSM educator and Pro Domme. The paid time off is not one of them. The health insurance also sucks. This is a list of ways to support me or any sex worker you follow and admire.

BUY OUR STUFF. Even I am uploading stuff to Niteflirts and I Want Clips. I’m also working on my video editing skills so expect some mind melting hypnosis clips up there soon too. And may I draw your attention to my Kidnapped While Quarantined erotic fiction.

BOOK VIRTUAL TIME WITH US. Not nearly as fun, but better then nothing. Most in person sex workers will book phone/video sessions now. I am also offering video coaching sessions to couples who would like to use this time to explore.

SUPPORT OUR SPACES. Sub Rosa should be fine. We have $$ set aside and we have applied for small business grants, but we have ZERO income until this is over. We can’t host classes. We can’t rent to our community. No one is doing in person sessions. Consider purchasing a gift certificate to use after this had blow over or even just donating outright.

TIP US. Many of you are still reaching out to make sure I’m ok and commiserate about the state of things in the Post Corona World. While I love to hear from you, and know you are ok, and you KNOW I always like to know I’m on your mind, right now the best way to say that is via cash. I, like many other in-person sex workers have lost 90% of our income and while I am pivoting to working on-line and offering clips for sale, this in no way makes up for my lost in-person sessions. Venmo $MsNatashaStrange Cashapp $MsNatashaStrange.

This is also a time to tip. Reaching out to ask if we are offering discounts now is really gross and will get noted in your permanent record.

I look forward to seeing you ALL at my feet on the other side of this. Stay safe. Stay home. Stay kinky!

Diaper Humiliation in Disneyland!

Disney Mommy Domme - Natasha Strange

I had a blast in Disneyland with Baby Buttons. I love to take mini vacations with submissives I know and enjoy. Apparently I planted this fantasy in his head years ago when playing in the Bay Area, so this was a mini vacation years in this making. And yes, it was well worth the wait.

Housekeeping notes: Yes, I will travel with you. No, it’s not inexpensive. And no. I will not even entertain the conversation until we have met in person.

Baby Buttons reserved a house for us to stay in not far from Disneyland, which, while it mentioned the art and the themed rooms…

Disney Mommy Domme - Natasha Strange
Disney Mommy Domme – Natasha Strange

It did not mention or show anywhere in the listing, the giant, adult size crib at the foot of the bed in the sprawling master (Mistress!) bedroom.

Crib Time for Baby Buttons
Crib Time for Baby Buttons
And bottle time as well of course.
And bottle time as well of course.
Naughty Wet Baby Buttons!
Naughty Wet Baby Buttons!

Which of course led to a very wet diaper.

After I changed Baby Buttons into a dry diaper, we rushed off to dinner at Napa Rose where I let baby indulge in a big boy dinner and a cocktail, so we could connect as two kinky adults. Connecting like that helped create the trust and connection that would help the activities of the next day flow smoothly into a delightfully twisted place.

Restrained, diapered and sent to bed.
Restrained, diapered and sent to bed.

Home from our night out, baby was tucked in bed in the Frozen themed room. Although I know he would have preferred the Cars themed room, Mommy had final say.

Gifts from Mommy!
Gifts from Mommy!

The next morning was Easter, and the bunny brought not only chocolate, but some fun new pins to wear on his jumper.

Taking a bottle break in California Adventures…
Taking a bottle break in California Adventures…
Which led to another very wet diaper.
Which led to another very wet diaper.
Poor baby had to be changed on the floor because he a tad too big for the changing table.
Poor baby had to be changed on the floor because he a tad too big for the changing table.

Disneyland has LOTS of family bathrooms for changing babies, unfortunately, the changing tables are too small for bigger babies. Also being Easter Weekend, there were lots of people who had much more of a need for the family bathrooms, so poor baby had to waddle around in a VERY wet diaper for most of the day.

If only he was good enough to use the big boy toilets, but unfortunately, he could not be trusted!

Baby Button’s and the tomato soup from the kids menu..
Baby Button’s and the tomato soup from the kids menu.

For the most part, we fit in with the other Disney fetishist, but every once in a while someone would clock us for a mommy and her baby boy. Lunch was one of those. He asked about soup options and the server suggested the tomato bisque “from the kids menu.”

Lunch with Mommy
Lunch with Mommy

Mommy on the other hand had a lovely crab and avocado soup. Very decidedly from the grown up menu.

After lunch we road several more rides. Baby Buttons while not very good with big boy toilets was very good at keeping up with my need to hit all the big girl roller coasters.

One VERY wet diaper!
One VERY wet diaper!

As our day came to a close, I decided our last ride should be Splash Mountain… which was towards the back of the park and about as far as we could get from our rental house. Baby Buttons magically got placed in the front and wouldn’t you know it, hit with a HUGE wave of water soaking him completely. If there were any dry spots in his diaper before we got on, there certainly wasn’t when we got off!

Then to start the long walk of diapered shame all the way through Disneyland, and all the way through downtown Disney, and through the parking lot, and of no! Which way did we need to go to get back to our house?

Baby Buttons decided to ask security.

Forgetting that they had been enjoying the last of their bottle as we walked through the empty parking lot.

And then dropped the bottle which popped apart in front of security, leaving baby Buttons scurrying around to fetch the pieces and Mommy Natasha in stitches.

The perfect ending to the perfect day.